I don't know what to do. I know that I should stay home and get better, but it stills seems like getting dressed up and going out is the right thing to do. I'm feeling young and reckless, and like the night is teeming with possibility. It smells like fall and summer all at once. Am I being overly dramatic? I'm definitely feeling that way. I might regret it tomorrow, but tonight doesn't care what tomorrow thinks about it. Tonight wants to drink and dance and wink at strange boys. Tonight has already gone out and left tomorrow sitting at home.